MONDAY, MARCH 8, 2010
misery loves company
she doesn't deserve to get torn into pieces especially by the both of you. her heart is full of purity and happiness which makes your days seem so much brighter so why couldn't you spare her the misery? it wasn't his fault but he could've avoided the gestures. does he not know those kind of things make a girl fall for a guy?
how they had known each other so roughly but the way he spoke to her was so sweetly.
how he wrote quotes in her birthday card that made her melt.
how he got her a childrens book that happened to be one from her childhood memories and wrote a message along the side of it.
how he ordered that one cute book, wrote a letter inside and highlighted his favourite parts.
how he would text her and ask if they could meet up after a lecture.
she just got over one obstacle that took her almost two years, now she's got you to worry about. she keeps on saying that she knows she'll be fine but we can't worry about the future so much and how we'll feel in it.. we need to live the moment. we need to notice what is happening now because if we look too much into the future then how are we supposed to learn from the past?
you'd expect that someone you've known for around a decade or more would care more for your feelings compared to someone they've known for a few months. that they'd have enough decency to spare a river of agony even if it means they'll hurt you a little.
3.3.2010 "In My Mind" by.. her.
you're all i ever think about
you're my past, my present, my future
yesterday feels like today, and i cant wait until tomorrow
because i know you'll be there on my mind.
it's funny because you have no clue who i am..or maybe you do..
but our words are mere whispers
floating through time and space.
isn't it silly how you make me feel,
when there is still so much more to be had?
Yet, i cant help but smile when i hear you name,
and i cant help but blush when i see your face.
i dont know what i want.. all i can do is think..
think of you.. and dream of what it would be like if i were the one in yours.
you make my dreams so sweet
and you seem so divine, in a sense that we could just sit togethr in silence and forget about the world.
i think i may be crazy for letting myself ponder and feel this way,but it's nice to know that my feelings are safe.
if you never know then you cannot be hurt,
but if you never tell them..who knows what you're missing?
girl.as for you, remember that you'll always have me. that i know exactly what you're going through, i'm in this with you and we'll get through it together no matter how long it takes. denial won't help either, but i know we'll deny all we can except when it comes to each other. we didn't ask for it, sometimes these things just happen. i don't know what to do either but we'll discover ways to overcome it all. remember just let it happen.. don't hold back the tears because one day you would've cried it all out and you'll come to a point where there'll be something that reminds you of him and you won't even shed a tear. you are the most beautiful person inside and out to be walking on this earth. don't hold your head down for too long, you might miss out on the rainbows and butterflies. love you always xx
how they had known each other so roughly but the way he spoke to her was so sweetly.
how he wrote quotes in her birthday card that made her melt.
how he got her a childrens book that happened to be one from her childhood memories and wrote a message along the side of it.
how he ordered that one cute book, wrote a letter inside and highlighted his favourite parts.
how he would text her and ask if they could meet up after a lecture.
she just got over one obstacle that took her almost two years, now she's got you to worry about. she keeps on saying that she knows she'll be fine but we can't worry about the future so much and how we'll feel in it.. we need to live the moment. we need to notice what is happening now because if we look too much into the future then how are we supposed to learn from the past?
you'd expect that someone you've known for around a decade or more would care more for your feelings compared to someone they've known for a few months. that they'd have enough decency to spare a river of agony even if it means they'll hurt you a little.
3.3.2010 "In My Mind" by.. her.
you're all i ever think about
you're my past, my present, my future
yesterday feels like today, and i cant wait until tomorrow
because i know you'll be there on my mind.
it's funny because you have no clue who i am..or maybe you do..
but our words are mere whispers
floating through time and space.
isn't it silly how you make me feel,
when there is still so much more to be had?
Yet, i cant help but smile when i hear you name,
and i cant help but blush when i see your face.
i dont know what i want.. all i can do is think..
think of you.. and dream of what it would be like if i were the one in yours.
you make my dreams so sweet
and you seem so divine, in a sense that we could just sit togethr in silence and forget about the world.
i think i may be crazy for letting myself ponder and feel this way,but it's nice to know that my feelings are safe.
if you never know then you cannot be hurt,
but if you never tell them..who knows what you're missing?
girl.as for you, remember that you'll always have me. that i know exactly what you're going through, i'm in this with you and we'll get through it together no matter how long it takes. denial won't help either, but i know we'll deny all we can except when it comes to each other. we didn't ask for it, sometimes these things just happen. i don't know what to do either but we'll discover ways to overcome it all. remember just let it happen.. don't hold back the tears because one day you would've cried it all out and you'll come to a point where there'll be something that reminds you of him and you won't even shed a tear. you are the most beautiful person inside and out to be walking on this earth. don't hold your head down for too long, you might miss out on the rainbows and butterflies. love you always xx
