m0m.

mY greateSt m0m.

the day my mom gave birth on me..
since then i knew i brought them j0y.

GOd gave me this not so perfect family but always happy.

i love my mom so much.
i can't imagine my life without her on my side.
i remember when she needed to go to Cagayan
and we all knew its so far.
i insisted. i needed to go with her.
but then she said "no, u stay here."
she had to be alone together
with other members in our church..
when she left, we all cried.
it feels like we don't know when can we
see her again.
i cried every night without her presence at home.

i always cry cause i misses her so much.
it put me on tears on how is she doing there..
i realize all the hardships, the
headaches i put on her whenever
im not in my not-so-good mood.

and all our fights, misunderstandings.
i miss it every time i remember m0m.

I WISH SHE WAS WITH ME FOREVER.

when im still in my childhood years..
i got jealous everytime we had activity at school and
i had no one with me.
when all my classmates are with their m0m.
i remember when i g0t the medal
i've been trying so hard to get and to really
make m0m pr0ud.
i want her to put it in my neck but then
she is not there at all.. ♥

lovelovelove.
xx
x0x0
:)
mwaah.♥♥♥

dAd.

mY dAd.

im hapi seeing my dad being happy whenever
i make him proud of what i just accomplished.
though we don't have that closer relationship,
still i feel connected with him all the time.
i feel guilty whenever i make mistakes that he
sees on me. it makes me feel im not a perfect
daughter he wants me to be and i always feel sorry.

* i want him to see me doing things happily
without regretting wrong decisions in the enD.*
i love my dad so much.
its really hard for a dad to just put her daughter away.
and i always feel that.
and i always want him to feel
i will never disappoint him..
all the expectations he had for me
i want it to happen all succesfully..
being the only girl is just so harD.
and i knew GOD has a perfect pLan.

love u dad,
ur j0y.
♥

♥cHurcH♥

in churcH..

i always wwnted to be active in church..
i really wishes still to know how
to play instruments ..
and how i wish i had all gifts and talents..
but then i enjoyed everytime
we are all very happy
laughing till no tomorrow..
all the talks..
meaningfuL.
so wonderfuL..

*i had all the best-est people
in the whole widE worLd!!..
i love them!!!
i know all my friends in our church
will still be my friends till the end of timE..
♥
my hapineSs.

thanks GuysS..
:)
bexborougH.

br0s.

my tw0 brotheRs..

even if we sometimes get into fights,
im hapi i have them in my life.
that sometimes it feels awkward that
they do silly things on their own
forgetting what other people
might say.
the bond that we build is not as high
as my closest friends are
but we do love each other.
we get high tempered
and throwing damn words but still
they respect and love as a girl is.

but then,
i wish i had a little sister.
a cute little sister that i can always
count on.
we can play together dolls..
be with each other
always and forever.. :)

loveLy.
bexborougH.

embracinG: my gorgeous haLf.

embracinG: my gorgeous haLf.

my gorgeous haLf.

i wish i can call him my "...." (secret na muna- na forgot k0h ee..)

i know he's the one GOD planned to be with me forever.
a lifetime partner indeed my gorgeous half.
i'm not into physical but its important that he cares for himself xempre..
na hindi nya pinapabayaan sarili nya ..
and i still will love him kahit ano pa mangyari..
basta he knows who is his priorities..
for me and for our family..
i want my kids to grow that they relly proud of what we've accomplished.
that they will say "i want to be like my mom.. and my dad"..

i know it can't be perfet but in our hearts we are all pefect in GOD's eyes.. ♥

mY kekZ..

message for my lovely kekangZ..

i love y0u kekZ so mucH..
we are always as happy as lovE..
they made me show my true real side and have that confidence all the time..
but still, through ups and downs, thick and thin..
we never leave each other..
they love me for who i am..
care for me like we are real sisters with a same blood and
bongga!!..
we really are..
my college life became more meaningful
cause i've met them..
and God made it super best.
thanks..
mwaah.
lovelovelove..
:))