i dont know how to talk to you.

1.its kind of sad that you always doubted my ability. that you said not to do this cos i should trust you that its too hard. its sad that i needed to listen to you at that moment. that i couldnt make my own decision. i wish you were more supportive, please be supportive to the next. feeling like you have no where to fall back on especially when you have 'someone' is the worst. its pretty much having a ghost waiting to catch you when you fall. pointless.

2. its kind of sad that i gave you the benefit of the doubt and still proved otherwise. that you said this but did another instead. its sad how i was so happy then but a few days later drown in pity of myself. that now not even a syllable is dropped between us. lost total connection.

3. its intriguing how much i know you yet at the same time don't know you. its fascinating how there's so much mystery, and how long i know it'll linger for. the way we just click, unfortunately many do that too-- "just click". i guess its different. this is only the seed of what may sprout.

hello 1,2 and 3.. you're the current 3 that make it all interesting somehow.

hayyyy. recovering from my sore eyes.. myillness. eeewwww. :((