supEr ..

and 0l the love in the world ..

hay ..
super baby k0h ..
gosh ..
may sayaw pa kami lahat maya ..
4 0L thE y0utH daW ..
un ..
parang ewan pa rin ..
i want this christmas to be so special
an unforgettable one ..
truly treasured memory..
hay ..

goshy ..

im here at my titas house ..
d2 sa floodway..
kla ate anding ..
gosh ..
di ako nakapag practice ..
nakapag paalam naman ako..
with my baby ice ..
my babe ..
harhar ..
ngee..
mkhang ewan..
bongga!
grabeh..
la c papa..
nakatakas sa bahay..
un ..
its great with them..
nosebleed..
dyahe mag english ..
haha ..
kala koh makikita ko cla abi ..
grabeh ..
sayang di kami nakapagswimming ..
ever ..
bukas pa kami uwi .

grabeH ..

bongga c atE ..
sPeciaL sCrEeninG nG 4 christmaSseS witH 0L ..
hEhE ..
grAbEh ..
iM g0nnA bE the LeadEr ..
prktiS kMi L8r bUt dEn prnG ..

gosHy .. pEtsA n nk2L0g .. nAadiCt na nman sa comp eE..
nag typE nG mgA bognga kong quotEs ..
love it ..
den un ..
8 na ko nakapag gym ..
wid the rain na bongga din ..
hay ..
un ..
konti lang kami ..
akoh lang girl ..
wid da 2 boyS na dEdma ..
haha.. harhar eE ..
un ..
den now ..
sakit ng tyan koh ..
kc ..
dont know ..
konti lang naman kinain koh ..
naparami lang kasi di koh alam gagawin..
sakit tlaga ..
ewan koh ..
busog na busog now ..
goShY ..
nilalamig kanina ..
den now ..
hay ..
kloka ang pa pagpaprint koh ..
dapat tapos na ee..
dito nlang sa caa..
un ..
hay ..
students now ..
time koh na ..
5 minutes left ..




















go!

mEeEeHh ..

hiiiiiiiiiii..
gosHnEz. .
mY 1st day in gYm ..
grAbEh ..
a sUpEr dAy ..
shAyA nMan ..
nGpsma ky atE duday nunG una ..
dEn uN ..
dyahE p dAw ..
haHa ..
c tEachEr LatE n dAw ..
aHuMmm ..
dMi kong k0wtS ..
b0nGgA cLA ..
grAbEh ..
kisS!!
siX nLnG pLa bg0!!!
mga paUs0 eE ..
hArhAr tLGA ..
itZ gBi nAh bUt stiLL im herE ..
hAy ..
di k0h aLm g2wiN k0h s perA k0h ..
gUdLuCk 2 meH ..
iM g0nNa sinG agEn ..
hArhAr ..
i wanT a neW skiNnY jEan ..
hAy ..











x0x0 ..

minsan lang sa buhay ng tao
ang makahanap ng tunay na pagmamahal ..
pero
ano nga ba ang sukatan ng tunay na pagmamahal ..
chocolates? gifts? kiss?
sa palagay koh ..
mahal niya talaga ko ..
pag pumunta sya sa bahay kahit umuulan ..
inaapoy na lagnat .. lang payong ..
taz bigla niyang s2bihin saking ..
pumunta na ko para lang makita ka ..
lam mo namang kaw ang gamot ko db ..







so sWeeT ..

hay ..

hArhAr ..
minsAn n nMan..
nw2La s srLi ..



mY bAbY .. aLwaYs ..
nAnd2 p riN syA s pus0 k0h ..
4eVr ..

hay..

i think im not feeling well..

not in the mood lately..

kaya prang nagpapabaya na..

g0sH.. my cLearancE.. y0k0 MginG irrEg.. hay..

L0vE 0f mY..

truE L0vE cAn waiT..



and i think i found my true love..

he'S jusT thErE anD wEr hApi..


i dont wannA L0se hiM.. f0r mE his pErfEcT.. and i know weRe reaLLy mEant for eacH othEr..

childhood ambition to travel whole world and be to famous places..

fondest memory riding my bike, playing, laughing under the sun

soundtrack i stay in love.. mc songS..

retreat beach, camping in island..

wildest dream to be a famous writer..

proudest moment whenever i make my mom hapi

biggest challenge being myself all these years..

some peope had many lovers running after them..
some people had so many people they like that it gets hard to be serious..
but what i've learned is all you need is someone who suddenly comes into your life..
who takes you seriously and love you unconditionally..
so take the risk.. the person whom you least expect.. might be the person who'll make you hapi and will spend the rest of ur life with..

quotE from mY sPeciaL friEnD.. mY supEr spEciaL friend evR.. snA aLm niyA.. i c0L him icE.. mY bEw.. evEr!

gosH!!

yokoh nah..


dA heLL..
anoh unG nkita k0h..

nk2mtAy..

from my fave ate bianca..

dear broken heart..


this post is dedicated to all those going through difficult matters of the heart!

”diary of a broken heart”, this was my planned title for a diary-of-sorts that i wanted to write when i was brokenhearted once. i thought to myself, what if isulat ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko araw araw sa loob ng isang buong taon, then i’d be able to read it when i am healed, and see my journey from a new point of view, from denial to anger to bitterness to hope to healing (or whatever jumbled order you’ve experienced in your own love life) and maybe, it might be able to help future broken hearts out there.

but, i never got to writing it.

siguro dahil sa sobrang sakit, kapag naiisip kong magsulat, nananalo na lang yung kagustuhan kong magmukmok sa isang tabi. imbis na mag-effort pa ako na mag-isip at magpagod, ginusto ko na lang na wala na lang akong intindihin. hanggang sa lumipas ang mga linggo, mga buwan, i went through all kinds of emotions (na slightly nakakabaliw talaga yung iba ha!), until one day, i was okay.

having said all that, and having heard some of the most saddening break-up stories the past weeks, allow me to try to reconstruct a few of the things i’ve learned in life, and love, that might help that broken heart of yours or of someone you know.

1. on advice.

kapag brokenhearted ka.. no advice said to you will make you feel better. none. as in. wala. kahit ano, walang effect. kapag brokenhearted ka, the only thing that you think will make you feel better is if the one you love will say they love you too. but they won’t. (in some cases, they won’t ever, but in some, they won’t just for this point in time.) hugs will comfort you, concerned texts will make you smile, but no amount of advice will make you feel better.. unless! unless you decide to let it make you feel better. don’t be pressured though to follow everyone’s advice. kanya-kanya lang yan. of the one hundred cliché lines thrown at you at an attempt to make you feel better, most will not make you feel better (in fact, some will make you feel worse), but there will be a few major lines (not necessarily given by those closest to you, mind you) that will speak to you and touch your heart and soothe your soul. those pieces of advice, you hold on to.

2. on prayer.

a broken heart will wake up some days so unbelievably hopeless and wanting to just stay in bed all day. some will even go all out in saying they want to die (but of course you don’t really want to die, right?) a broken heart will wake up some days feeling somewhat rested and peaceful, but with a slight fear that they might encounter something that day that will bring back all the pain. whatever mood the broken heart wakes up in, one thing remains. it’s a broken heart. and this may sound cheesy or false to some, but there is only one thing that can heal all things broken. our LoRd and personal savior, JeSus ChRisT. when your heart is peaceful, give thanks. when your heart is troubled, still give thanks and ask for deliverance. when your heart is shattered into a million pieces, still give thanks, and ask that you may learn whatever life lesson it is that He wants you to learn. in both high and low, give thanks, because it is one of the surest things in life that GoD only works for the good of those who love Him.

3. on moving on.

don’t be pressured! for some it takes weeks. for some, months. for some, years! of course no one likes the pain that a broken heart brings. (its pain like no other! araaay talaga grabe!) but, you have to go through it. there is no short cut, there is no other way. go through it. go and let it out. cry before you sleep, cry when you wake up, cry in the bathroom, cry to your friends. lock yourself in the room, stay in bed all day, don’t talk to anyone for hours, make senti all you want. do it all. don’t let anybody stop you. (but don’t let it get in the way of school or work or the things you have to do either! okay? okay.) feel all those yucky, disgusting, heart-shattering feelings, curl it all up into this unbelievably sad ball, and one day, when you are ready, throw it out the window. it will happen for you. i know you feel it won’t, that the day you will be okay will never come, but it will. have faith, it will.

let me stop at this third point and end by saying that i’ve felt all those feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness that you might be feeling right now. and, honestly, so have thousands, and millions of other people around you. it sucks. it really does. but hey. nobody said that it would be easy, but nobody said that you have to do it alone.

all this i share with pure sincerity from the bottom of my happy heart, to your soon-to-be happy heart! :)dear broken heart..


this post is dedicated to all those going through difficult matters of the heart!

”diary of a broken heart”, this was my planned title for a diary-of-sorts that i wanted to write when i was brokenhearted once. i thought to myself, what if isulat ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko araw araw sa loob ng isang buong taon, then i’d be able to read it when i am healed, and see my journey from a new point of view, from denial to anger to bitterness to hope to healing (or whatever jumbled order you’ve experienced in your own love life) and maybe, it might be able to help future broken hearts out there.

but, i never got to writing it.

siguro dahil sa sobrang sakit, kapag naiisip kong magsulat, nananalo na lang yung kagustuhan kong magmukmok sa isang tabi. imbis na mag-effort pa ako na mag-isip at magpagod, ginusto ko na lang na wala na lang akong intindihin. hanggang sa lumipas ang mga linggo, mga buwan, i went through all kinds of emotions (na slightly nakakabaliw talaga yung iba ha!), until one day, i was okay.

having said all that, and having heard some of the most saddening break-up stories the past weeks, allow me to try to reconstruct a few of the things i’ve learned in life, and love, that might help that broken heart of yours or of someone you know.

1. on advice.

kapag brokenhearted ka.. no advice said to you will make you feel better. none. as in. wala. kahit ano, walang effect. kapag brokenhearted ka, the only thing that you think will make you feel better is if the one you love will say they love you too. but they won’t. (in some cases, they won’t ever, but in some, they won’t just for this point in time.) hugs will comfort you, concerned texts will make you smile, but no amount of advice will make you feel better.. unless! unless you decide to let it make you feel better. don’t be pressured though to follow everyone’s advice. kanya-kanya lang yan. of the one hundred cliché lines thrown at you at an attempt to make you feel better, most will not make you feel better (in fact, some will make you feel worse), but there will be a few major lines (not necessarily given by those closest to you, mind you) that will speak to you and touch your heart and soothe your soul. those pieces of advice, you hold on to.

2. on prayer.

a broken heart will wake up some days so unbelievably hopeless and wanting to just stay in bed all day. some will even go all out in saying they want to die (but of course you don’t really want to die, right?) a broken heart will wake up some days feeling somewhat rested and peaceful, but with a slight fear that they might encounter something that day that will bring back all the pain. whatever mood the broken heart wakes up in, one thing remains. it’s a broken heart. and this may sound cheesy or false to some, but there is only one thing that can heal all things broken. our LoRd and personal savior, JeSus ChRisT. when your heart is peaceful, give thanks. when your heart is troubled, still give thanks and ask for deliverance. when your heart is shattered into a million pieces, still give thanks, and ask that you may learn whatever life lesson it is that He wants you to learn. in both high and low, give thanks, because it is one of the surest things in life that GoD only works for the good of those who love Him.

3. on moving on.

don’t be pressured! for some it takes weeks. for some, months. for some, years! of course no one likes the pain that a broken heart brings. (its pain like no other! araaay talaga grabe!) but, you have to go through it. there is no short cut, there is no other way. go through it. go and let it out. cry before you sleep, cry when you wake up, cry in the bathroom, cry to your friends. lock yourself in the room, stay in bed all day, don’t talk to anyone for hours, make senti all you want. do it all. don’t let anybody stop you. (but don’t let it get in the way of school or work or the things you have to do either! okay? okay.) feel all those yucky, disgusting, heart-shattering feelings, curl it all up into this unbelievably sad ball, and one day, when you are ready, throw it out the window. it will happen for you. i know you feel it won’t, that the day you will be okay will never come, but it will. have faith, it will.

let me stop at this third point and end by saying that i’ve felt all those feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness that you might be feeling right now. and, honestly, so have thousands, and millions of other people around you. it sucks. it really does. but hey. nobody said that it would be easy, but nobody said that you have to do it alone.

all this i share with pure sincerity from the bottom of my happy heart, to your soon-to-be happy heart! :)

LOvE iT..

kGuLat2 ang mgA hApenninGz..

ang mga pangyayaring sUpEr..

p.e namin.. but then im herE.. hEhE.. cAnt hELp ee..

i stAy in L0ve..

I Stay In Love
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make up break up can't take this madness
We don't even really know why all I know is baby I
Try and try so hard to keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds I know

We said let it go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well' each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep it hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall how
we gon' act like what we had
Ain't nothing at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breakin'
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone, although I know

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

We said let go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well" each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

LuVin mYsELf m0rE..

Luvin mYSeLf m0rE anD m0rE..

t0 L0ve myseLf m0rE is bEttEr.. i cant stand myseLf this pAst wEekS or mAybE im jUsT strEss.. i nEed t0 takE awaY aLL thE strEss.. th0sE thinGs thAt makE me feel hard when iM strEss.. g0sHneSs!
i need my friends.. thanks to my real friends in PLMUN.. thanks guyz.. L0ve yha 0L..




and i think i dont need to think on those silly things in life.. G0d realy never leave me.. and He really love me..

hAaYyy...

i nid to have mySELf buSy.. i d0nT wAnT 2 bE dEprEsSeD aGeN..

hmmM..

i 0nLy want t0 writE mY exPeriEncEs.. bday ng frEnD k0h yEstErdAy.. its hEr dEbuT. and nxt is my 17th bday nAh.. hAhA.. im s0 y0unG dB.. hindi LnG hLtA.. bUt then pranG gUs2 k0ng im 16 LnG.. y0k0ng tUmAndA.. iM n0t tk0t.. di k0h LnG aLm g2win k0h if evEr.. xEmprE mrMing changEs.. hAaAyYy.. s0 tiL thEn..

hi guyZ..

diS iS mE.. i wAnT t0 hAvE bLog s0 thAt prang mY onLine diAry dB..
hEhE.. hAvE a nicE dAy t0 aLL of y0u..