Sunday, October 18, 2009

dAd.


mY dAd.

im hapi seeing my dad being happy whenever
i make him proud of what i just accomplished.
though we don't have that closer relationship,
still i feel connected with him all the time.
i feel guilty whenever i make mistakes that he
sees on me. it makes me feel im not a perfect
daughter he wants me to be and i always feel sorry.

* i want him to see me doing things happily
without regretting wrong decisions in the enD.*
i love my dad so much.
its really hard for a dad to just put her daughter away.
and i always feel that.
and i always want him to feel
i will never disappoint him..
all the expectations he had for me
i want it to happen all succesfully..
being the only girl is just so harD.
and i knew GOD has a perfect pLan.




love u dad,
ur j0y.
♥

♥cHurcH♥

in churcH..

i always wwnted to be active in church..
i really wishes still to know how
to play instruments ..
and how i wish i had all gifts and talents..
but then i enjoyed everytime
we are all very happy
laughing till no tomorrow..
all the talks..
meaningfuL.
so wonderfuL..

*i had all the best-est people
in the whole widE worLd!!..
i love them!!!
i know all my friends in our church
will still be my friends till the end of timE..
♥
my hapineSs.


thanks GuysS..
:)
bexborougH.

br0s.

my tw0 brotheRs..

even if we sometimes get into fights,
im hapi i have them in my life.
that sometimes it feels awkward that
they do silly things on their own
forgetting what other people
might say.
the bond that we build is not as high
as my closest friends are
but we do love each other.
we get high tempered
and throwing damn words but still
they respect and love as a girl is.

but then,
i wish i had a little sister.
a cute little sister that i can always
count on.
we can play together dolls..
be with each other
always and forever.. :)




loveLy.
bexborougH.










Wednesday, October 14, 2009

embracinG: my gorgeous haLf.

embracinG: my gorgeous haLf.

my gorgeous haLf.



i wish i can call him my "...." (secret na muna- na forgot k0h ee..)

i know he's the one GOD planned to be with me forever.
a lifetime partner indeed my gorgeous half.
i'm not into physical but its important that he cares for himself xempre..
na hindi nya pinapabayaan sarili nya ..
and i still will love him kahit ano pa mangyari..
basta he knows who is his priorities..
for me and for our family..
i want my kids to grow that they relly proud of what we've accomplished.
that they will say "i want to be like my mom.. and my dad"..

i know it can't be perfet but in our hearts we are all pefect in GOD's eyes.. ♥








mY kekZ..


message for my lovely kekangZ..

i love y0u kekZ so mucH..
we are always as happy as lovE..
they made me show my true real side and have that confidence all the time..
but still, through ups and downs, thick and thin..
we never leave each other..
they love me for who i am..
care for me like we are real sisters with a same blood and
bongga!!..
we really are..
my college life became more meaningful
cause i've met them..
and God made it super best.
thanks..
mwaah.
lovelovelove..
:))


Sunday, August 30, 2009














"two of mE"




i never thought i'd find myself


the day that i find you.


plans for only


one for me


our future plans for two.




soulmates in this universe.


that makes the world surreal


for when i'd given up on dreams


you showed me love is real.




and now that all my love for u


will never cease to grow,


please take me in your


loving arms


and never let me go.








by ANNE G. FEGELY




♥bExborougH♥
j0y